Last year I persistently clacked the keyboard, determined to put some small entertainment on the blank page. If not entertainment, then perhaps grammatically correct sentences. Doggedly producing words, I waited for a gem to flow through my fingers.
Then I faltered. I’ve been away from the page for a while, pulled by distractions and obligations.
It began with Thanksgiving, the gentle nudge away from writing. The busy work and family obligations wooed me. I allowed myself to let writing slide for a while, missing a blog post, then two and three. My novel (s) in waiting went unopened for weeks. New ideas blossomed in my head and faded; notepads empty and computers idle.
Today I attempted to regain focus. Christmas has passed and Christmas future is far away. I took a deep breath, mentally rather than physically and opened a beautifully blank page.
Behind the computer screen, through the windowpane, two red cardinals play in the leaves. I smile and watch them foraging when suddenly the leaves around the bright spots of red became alive with movement. Bobbing in and out of the fallen oak leaves are numerous female cardinals. Their slight movement camouflaged, their coloring matching the dried leaves. Enjoying the activity, I see a squirrel has entered the scene. He too is easy to miss as he darts among the reds and browns of the winter landscape.
Past the tall barren oaks and through splashes of green from the fir trees, my neighbors walk their large white dog down our country lane; his full coat and bushy tail appear at odd intervals through the kaleidoscope of nature.
I recall the many cities I visited in the last few weeks and the family stories I intend to share, later. Now, I’m going to relax and enjoy nature. I’ll be back to catch up on travel and family a little later.










